»i rock
Monday, July 21, 2008
yes i've been in love
i've been in love so bad it hurt
he didn't care
it wasn't good enough for him
but i keep wondering...
did anyone ever love me?
has any guy ever been in love with me?
has any guy ever
been unable to sleep
tossing and turning
losing nights of sleep
because i didn't smile at him that day?
hmm..
lools.
now i have so much in mind.
i wanna watch a movie.. porn.. edit pictoors.. do myspace.. grab the snickers from my drawer.. i wanna peee(but im too afraid to go toilet..).. and also, i wanna sleeep..
but can you help me which of those above i should do??
i never spoke about him here but i thought,i made this site for myself to release the stress on my mind body and soul from all the shiits in my lyfe.
okay.
So i wonder where the hell is jayar dua?
he's being so irresponsible again. disappearance for 3days doesn't feel good. to make it worse he never sms or call. wuuuttduh?!
did he ever wonder i am thinking of him..at nagaalala ako kung buhay pba xa?
i can tell, he never thought of it. or myb he did, but he don't bother to make a move to make me feel okay.. informing me somehow atleast, and the veryy least he can do, that he's good and why he's not showing up.
ok im over him. i dont wanna think abt him
he makes me sick mad throw-up also i feel like chopping his head off of his body.
lool. on that i kid. if I-can-do-that?
so is he a sweet boyfriend? - fuck nah.
haayss.. ano bang buhay to. malas ko tlaga. hirap magkaron
ng boyfriend na parang tanga. ndi mo malaman kung
naaalala ka pa ba? or sadyang kinalimutan ka na??
don't get me wrong. uhuh..
im juss sayin the FACT here.
i will never call him no more
if he doesn't bother to contact me, then why the hell would I? riggght?
sometimes i think if letting him go would be much easier?
or would it be better? hahahah
now you tell me.. right in front of mah face.
u decide whether to continue this, or should
i juss give up??
u decide..
all i need is to feel you Care
thats all... i need.
& when will you realize all these?
so don't waste my time, grab the chance
im offering to you.. my heart..
cause many are dying and willing to spend for it..
and im wasting it for you
don't wait for the day I lose my mind
thinkin' you never care..
so i say goodbye.
yours truly,
lady
words spilled @ 1:42 PM /
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»andreis 2nd bdayyy galoree
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
hisszzz.
im full. hehe bday ni andrei eh!
loools.
maghapon kainan, pictyooran. kulitan.. tawanan..
ang saya :)promise!
naggrocery before lunch wif GG and angela..
then un.. went home to cook(oopss i didnt cook, it was my auntie..lools)
argghs. dnmn maxado pagod masaya ngaeh?
lools
here are sum photos of xander and andrei taken@ home this afternoon
(click for a better view)
yay. he's smilin ryt @me
guessin xander?
anrei's chillaxin'
the brothersss hihi such a cutiees
ya'll jealous now?
happe its his 2nd bday! :)
jumpin jumpin feels good eh,
hehehe theyre soooooooooo frigggggin cuteee!
awesomeeness!
they make me feel good juss seeing them..
haaayss, feel like having a child now
lools. i kid. myb soon
so ciao. im sleeepy.
its already 1:32Am. i wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepZzzzz
words spilled @ 10:11 AM /
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»LOONNG DAY juss got started
Thursday, July 3, 2008
हेल्लूऊऊऊऊ~! (hellooooooooo~!)
lools. haha dnio alam un noh? Bleh!
So Hmm.. i didn't blog since yesterday because i have
an important thing to do today.
& that is to get a new copy of birthcertific8 & marriage contract
of mah looooooving parentS. (:
Err, yesterday was tiring. I was so tired.
when i got home, i took a shower then went to sleep; didn't bother to eat.
Yea sleepin early was GOOD. I woke up early this morning feeling fressssssshhhh!!
hahaha loools.
met up with elena around 8:00Am. Asked her we eat BFast first.
'cooz i know its gona be aloooong day at NSO.
yey! got the certificate succesfully! phew! though der was dis gurl,
kept looookin at me. loools. IDC. :p
then we eat lunch around 2:00PM @chef de angelo(elena's fave) lools.
i had classic grilled burger(LOTS OF VEGGIES BUT BIG PATTY SHIT*) w/fries
& elena had sampler' #1(pizza,spaghetti,BIG chicken w/xtra rice) looools.
den we walked after.. and after 2hours..
we eat again! ahaha elens made me taste this thai special..
i dunno wat its called but its a bread toast wif butter & u put the flavor you want on top.
and i chose PEANUT BUTTER. lools hahaha. i loove peanut butter so what? Bleh!
and elens got blueberry. hehe yumyum. && we bought fresh fruit shake( NO SUGAR,PLS!)
so yea.. and i bought a new powder foundation. coooz the old one i think its expired.
ewww. so decided to change it. loools.
hahaha we even did try the MAKE OVER @kanebo. (lools. looked wer goin to party)
haayss~ my foot aches!! soo much walkingg.. and my tummy, arghs i think im BLOATED.
i dunno. hahaha shet naman.
i enjoyed yesterday && today..soo much funn! hehe
hmm im goona watch movie tonite since i finished takin a shower.
yahoo! ill watch they wait && i can't wait!!
oppps.. i gotta make a letter first. shii*.
mom is waiting..
words spilled @ 7:39 PM /
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