Isla is now 12 days old and been home since nov 17. Me and my husband are adjusting to having a newborn in the house, we are doing good. He actually cooked the big turkey for thanksgiving and alot more. He washes the dishes (though not so good, haha) and do lots of things to really help me. I love you. As for me, im pretty much on a bed rest. They said i need to rest as much as i can to recover cos i just had a major abdominal surgery. My mom is the one who is more afraid cos she knows that im alone and she couldnt take care of me; which what she actually been doing since i was born is taking care of me. &because she is right, i wanna take my time to washing the dishes, tidy up laundry &etc. its not the end of the world anyways if i couldnt do all those things besides Isla is more important than everything else. Speaking of the most precious baby, isla, who is adjusting great outside my womb. I wanna give her all the attention she needs because i know shes been inside of me for 9months and being outside of it is not easy. She nurses alot. It makes my body tired but i love it cos i know she is growing good and needs alot of love.. Hugs &kisses. I just love her so much! I wish that she will never get sick and just good health and happy baby.

Isla is finally here!!! Born nov 14,2012 @5:58pm weighing 6lbs and 5oz :) oh boy im the happiest mom ever!!!!! We are sooo inlove with her:) THANK YOU PAPA JESUS FOR BLESSING ME & MY HUSBAND SUCH A BEAUTIFUL BABY!!!


Ive been on labor for 40hrs now!! I couldnt fight the pain so i decided to just go with the epidural. And now i can sleep peacefully although i cant go walking na cos it will numb my lower part of the body. The good thing is no more back pain and contractions. They also put a catether on my vaginal area so i could pee from there.

Oh when they put the epidural, they will numb a part of your back and it sting sooo freakin bad! Phew! Good thing i had alot of support from my hubby and sister in law sarah. The anestheologists were nice too and did a good job to put it just once. Now im just laying down here waiting to dilate some more. They put the pictosin to level 22 to increase contractions ehich good thing i cant feel. :P probably the good decision i made is get an epidural.

Oh also because my water broke since yeaterday, i now got a mild infection so theyre treating me with antibiotics through IV. I got a fever now too. Haay i didnt think my first pregnancy would be kinda miserable. I hope my baby is fine and no other complications.

Just come out now Isla!!


Okay at 2:45 am my water broke!! Im now at the hospital and nobody told me that once you start leaking, it wont stop until the baby is born. Whats funny is that im only half centimeters dilated 70% effaced. Im not feeling any contractions either. Hmm i hope this will be an easy fast labor. I will be transfer now at the labor &delivery room.

So im here at the delivery room. Been here at the hospital since 5:30 i think. Now its 7:30am and my water just keep leaking..

Yesterday nov 9, 2012 was my due date of being pregnant! But Isla decided not to come out! Why oh why baby!? Come out already mommy wants to meet your lovely face na!! Well i have this feeling that she will come out on thursday.. Hopefully.


Woke up feeling like shit this morning. I have never felt more depress than ever. I feel like im losing hope and faith.. I feel soooo lost :( i dont wanna keep living like this and i wont. I will find a way to make things better. I WILL. Its time for me to pay attention for my own good now.. I sacrificed so much already but its not being appreciated. So im ending up to a miserable life.

Please God help me to accept the things i cannot change for now. x

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