»DEAR 2010..
Friday, December 31, 2010
&hello 2011,
Thank you for the colourful year you've given to me.
This year 2010, I met and gained new friends. I loved my family even more.
Many things becme clearer that were blurry before. I became more mature.
I am now certain on what I wanna do with my life and it is to face challenges that lies ahead in this coming year 2011, with the one who made my last years signified, Michael. I realized that we haven't reached the turning point of our relationship yet, but we are on our way there and I can say that we are prepared for everything. We are doing our best for each other to finally hold each others hands, and we are very happy and doesn't ask for more but for 2011 to make our dreams come true, at least one of our dreams to come true. =p
2010, I thank you for giving me a chance to develop myself further and I'm sure there's alot more to learn in the coming years, but still thank you. All this because of the Lord, for giving me a life to experience the beauty of the world. :)
I am now prepared for 2011 and I am thrilled to know on what 2011 have prepared for me!
May all of us, the people of the world, receives and appreciate the blessings of the Lord our God. :)
Happy New Year!
lady x
Labels: 2010, 2011, friends, love, michael
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»Wherever you go, I will follow..
Monday, December 27, 2010
Didn't do anything productive today because I was too occupied with my boyfriend. We talked the whole day today!! =p I LOVE YOU!!!!!
I'm so lovin' my photo above. I'm the one who put all those icons there huh! Cute isn't it?! =p
Anyway, I wasn't hungry today. I didn't have any meal since I woke up. I just had 2 cupcakes after I work out. Then showered. and then had two slices of mini pizza. That's it! Well, it is said that the hunters didn't even had rice in the forest, they eat fruits, veggies and some meat And still they have strengths and lives longer than people who eat a lot.
I MISS MY BOYFRIEND :(((((((
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»the more you make me feel
Sunday, December 26, 2010
I had fun today because I went malling with my ladies. ^^
I wish baby love is here though. every day is certainly the best! :)
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
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| This is a mix photo with marika. of what we've been doing this week before Christmas =p The tonight's pictures with Marika and Elena are still on my iphone and digicam. Im too lazy to upload it now because I feel like sleeping already. I wanna write about tonight some more maybe later. :) so for now, gooooood night. &Babyyy I miss you already though we just talked awhile ago. I love youu po!! |
Labels: christmas, friends, michael, yakimix
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»Three phrases that sum up Christmas are: Peace on Earth, Goodwill to Men, and Batteries not Included. ~ Unknown
Friday, December 24, 2010
Before anything else, I wanna greet every single soul wandering around my blog, a Merry Christmas! I found a very nice quotes that explains exactly what I thought of Christmas - "I have always thought of Christmas time, when it has come round, as a good time; a kind, forgiving, charitable time; the only time I know of, in the long calendar of the year, when men and women seem by one consent to open their shut-up hearts freely, and to think of people below them as if they really were fellow passengers to the grave, and not another race of creatures bound on other journeys. ~Charles Dickens"
So today, I'd be lying if I say that our Christmas eve celebration was fun. Seriously, my Christmas eve was nothing fancy and extraordinary. It felt like just a normal day, except that I planned on what to give to people that matters to me, I received a few Christmas greetings through sms/ facebook/ ym, I received a couple of Christmas gifts and my friend invited me to their house to eat with some new friends. Then that's it. I wouldn't say that this is the worst because even though I didn't have the best Christmas eve, I came to understand the meaning of Christmas spirit. I realized that it is in our hearts. It is not having too many foods, or receiving/expecting gifts and etcetera-- but the spirit of Christmas should start from the heart.
Now I think of the less fortunate children who sings the Christmas carol every night n our subdivision. I noticed that no one seemed to bother about them carolers. I feel sad about them children because it's so unfair for them to be in this generation where everyone is becoming greedy and selfish. I remember my time when I was a child, like about 9 - 12 years old, every Christmas we go caroling on every houses, and we received lots of candies and coins. Because that time, people thought of Christmas was about giving and sharing.
Labels: christmas
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»I am not okay, but i will be fine
Thursday, December 23, 2010
We're all walking around with these glossy eyes. "I'm just tired," we say. But you know what? It's Bullshit. Yes, we are tired, but it's not all from lack of sleep. We are tired of waking up with nothing to look forward to, tired of going to bed exhausted after doing a million things we find no enjoyment in doing. We're tired of this void, this emptiness that looms over us even though our days are packed. We're tired of the loneliness that presses down on us even though we're surrounded by dozens of people. So why can't we just say it? Humans are so afraid to look into each other's eyes and say "I am unhappy, I am broken, I am a failure, I am about to give up, I am hopeless and fallible." We've been conditioned to associate pain with weakness, sadness with coldness, loneliness with unworthiness, difference with disease, as if these feelings are contagious, as if ambivalence is something not to be felt but to be feared. Well, I say screw all of that. Screw forced smiles and polite handshakes and I'm fine, thank yous. Screw the fear of crying in a public place, screw the fake chipper voice, screw the lies we spit out to cover up our problems. We are humans. We are meant to feel. To feel everything and to feel it all openly. We are not metal- we are flesh and bone. Our boiled blood courses through our cold, clammy hands. We are intricate and beautiful and we should never hide our human parts, because if we do, then what's left to show?
It breaks my heart that the first question we ask when we meet a person is what they do for a living. Why are we so defined by our jobs? Nobody seems to be interested in the important things, like the fact thay my favorite color is light pink, that I would love to dance in the rain, that New Year is my favourite time of the year, and that I believe in magic. Ask me instead what I daydream about, and what my favourite book or movie is. These, after ll are the things that matter.
It breaks my heart that the first question we ask when we meet a person is what they do for a living. Why are we so defined by our jobs? Nobody seems to be interested in the important things, like the fact thay my favorite color is light pink, that I would love to dance in the rain, that New Year is my favourite time of the year, and that I believe in magic. Ask me instead what I daydream about, and what my favourite book or movie is. These, after ll are the things that matter.
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»because he loves me..
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
I used to dislike the quote above. I dont kno, maybe I just didn't believe it- until I met Mike. He loves me so much that it feels really goooood inside and out - I feel wonderful!! <3.
I dont kno if I mentioned this already, but it's kind of weird and amazing too, because we always finish each others sentences! This happened not only once or twice, BUT MANY TIMES!! I'd like to say that I found My Soulmate. He is my Soulmate! :) He loves me very much the way I do, and I swear he loves me even more and again, it feels reallyyyyy gooooood!! im lovin' it ! hehehe :)
I promise that I will love him faithfully and unconditionally. I will give him the love and care he needs <3. I may be stubborn sometimes, but I will never do bad things to hurt him. :) I love you, Michael!
goodnights
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»Yessss!!!
Monday, December 20, 2010
I now know how to use internet even without wifi! So cool right?! Hahaha! I configured it out myself! Tsk sometimes i feel like im some kind of a genius. Hm REAALLLY!? =p
So before i went to sleep i decided to msg my boyfriend mike on FB.
And he wrotr something greenyy hahahahha!! Babyyy!!
Labels: Facebook
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»On iphone
Finally!! Im free again! Im at the mall getting my nails done. I need to get back home soon but looks like im gonna b stucked here for two more hours.
I miss my boyfriend. Hes sleeping by now. See you latr
I love you
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»cartoons
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
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| I draw these while when I was talking on the phone with Mike. I didn't pay attention to it until my little cousin was taking a picture of it and said that its cute. :) Btw Intern office msgd me that I have an interview on Dec 23 with Canyon Ranch. Wish me luck and I really hope that this is it!! |
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»I am normal: Buti Na Lang
I am normal: Buti Na Lang: "Noong di ka pa nakikita Akala ko'y nasa kin na ang lahat, di pala Muntik nang sa iba ay mahulog, Hindi pa pala ako handang..."
from my boyfriend's blog site.
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»Baby Im missing you..
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
This is so hard.
No communication is very frustrating and I wanna thank you for doing everything to talk/contact me. Just know that I think of you everyday and I miss you so much! =(( This is going to be for a while but I promise won't be long. I love you Babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! <3
Guys are like stars;
there are millions of them, but only one that will
make your dreams come true.
The meaning of life is to give life a meaning.
The longer you wait for something,
the more you appreciate when you finally get it.
Don't let anyone ever promise you that they won't ever hurt you
because at one time or another it will happen.
The real promise is if the time you spend together
will be worth the pain in the end.
There's someone out there for everyone,
except this is like the world's largest game of hide & go seek,
& you bet that boy found the best hiding spot there & he's waiting for you to find him. Or better yet, maybe he'll get tired of waiting & find you instead.
UPDATE:
Photos with Friends.
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»Cupid doesn't lie..
Friday, December 10, 2010
Oh Baby true love, won't lie.. Ain't no doubt about it Lord know I really mean it.. I'd rather die before I lie to you Never wanna leave ya, Ain't no life without you Oh baby I love You :( My baby had his hair cut, finally!! NEW LOOK! I like it<33 He look like eminem here :|  (click to enlarge) He calls me almost everyday!! and many times I missed the calls especially if he calls me in the morning! hahaha you know I love sleeping right baby? hehehe bleh! I'M MISSING YOU RIGHT NOW!  (click to enlarge) |
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»TRIO
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| OUR FIRST PICTURE 2010 HAHA! |
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| MARIKS & ELENS! :) NICE SMILE GIRLSSS!! |
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| THE THREE OF US! HAVING FUNN! <33 DON'T YOU JUST LOVE YOUR CHILDHOOD FRIENDS? :) |
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»Happy Fourth Monthsary Babyy!
Thursday, December 9, 2010
yayyyyy! my boyfriend's gift for our 4th monthsary came the day before yesterday! just so you kno our monthsary is every 7th of the month. hehehe :)
Yes! Him♡♡♡ my boyfriend :)
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| Weee our new stuffedtooy, snoop dogg! hahaha =p |
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| Mike♡ is verryy sweet! Thank you so much baby!! I love you so much♡♡♡!! |
Labels: cards, chocolates, gifts, kisses, snoopy
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»Michael, Thank God I Found You
Saturday, December 4, 2010
BABY THIS SONG IS FOR YOU. BECAUSE WITH ALL MY HEART, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I THANK GOD SO MUCH I FOUND YOU MICHAEL. <33
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»On iPhone
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Yeheyy! Hah finally. Im here in sm sucat with my friends. Marika came back from new jersey. She called to have a lunch out with me and elena. We were so excited because after 2years shes here again!! We had lunch at pizza hut. Her treat!!
Now wer here at food court. Just talking.
Anyways, my boyfriend, my baby, was so understanding. Haayy i can not wish for anyone else talG!! He called me and told me he loves me so much and misses me!!! Huhuhuhu i miss him more!!! I know ure gonna read this baby, i want you to know that i love you so muchhh!! And thank you for everything. For being understNding Nd so kind to me. I misssssss you po so muchh baby!! Im lookin forward to be with you early next year!! Youre Gods gift to me!! And i thank God so muchh for bleszing me you. :) umuwah! Kisses and hugs babyy!! Goodnight to you po.
Btw my sched was sent to me todY for internship interview. It will be on monday 10:30am!! Good luck. I hope luck is with me this time.
Again, i love you baby!!
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