»breaking in pieces
Saturday, March 24, 2012
You wouldn't believe what happened to me this past few days. :(
Im in a situation that I really need to decide what's good for me and my future kid. :(
This is no longer all about me, me, and me.
To tell you the truth I'm in a really really deep shit.-
God's giving me a situation where I no longer know whether I can do this, at all. I know Im not alone. I have my family.. but this time it feels like I'm alone. :(
Im in deep pain. my heart was torn. my pride was stepped on. Im slowly dying inside. But I gotta keep living, at least for my baby and my family. And God want's me too. :(
I always believe that whatever happens, happens for a reason and that God must have plans for me. To a better me. To become a better person. To learn from my biggest mistakes. This situation I'm in, will only make me stronger. Thats all i have to think right now. I need that. :(
I got a text from a friend/coworker that said "its okay. none of us think less of you". it made me cry for a bit. at least I know I still have some of my friends..
I would say that this has to be the biggest shock in my life and forever will be. I never thought that this could happen to me- I was just an innocent humble person, but all that changed in one night. at least what people think of me. But in my heart, I still am just so much stronger.
Should I do this alone or should i keep what we have? should I leave or should i stay? What does God want me to do? Please help me.. God.
I just want to stop worrying.. thinking.. stressing myself. I can only take so much :(
I know deep inside I know what to do.. I just won't listen to it :(
Im scared I admit. I really am. cos this turns out to be the other way around of what I have dreamed of for myself and future family.
I pray that God.. give me a reason to fight for what I think is right; not just for me, but for my family.
I just want to give up right now. at this very moment. I swear. :(
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»Tired as f
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Had aaa veeeery looong day @work! My feet are swollen right now from 7hours of standing. I dont like it!!!!!! Lol
Anyway, new asians came here in wendover!! We had lunch and chill!
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»Result
Thursday, March 15, 2012
#proudmama
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»Breakfast
Had breakfast with babe after i got off from work. He was working but he can eat :)
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Monday, March 5, 2012
Last weekend we went to watch a movie- red tails. And my friends package arrived in the morning, cinnamon rolls!!! Yummy!! :)
Whatever life may take me, please just keep it good.
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»March 04 2012
Im the key to your heart ♡
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Thursday, March 1, 2012
Saw their pics on fb. Moms in the philippines!!! With my nephews!!! Im happpyyyy
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